Tuesday – 20 January 2015
Day 20: Think about the period of your life in which you have the greatest nostalgia for. For me, it’s definitely college. Staying up late with friends, being forced to be creative with date ideas because I didn’t have any money, doing nothing but learning all day long…it was fantastic. Once you identify that time period, think of why you’re so nostalgic about it. There’s a good chance that there’s something from that time that you’d like to regain or recapture. Maybe you realize the importance of having close friends, or perhaps you’ll come to understand your desire to be a lifelong learner. Nostalgia can be healthy if reflected on and not obsessed over. You may not be able to recapture the past exactly (see Jay Gatsby), but there are elements of it that may make you a happier fellow.

Alright, we’ve hit something that’s given me a bit of pause. I don’t know that I really have an overwhelming sense of nostalgia for any ONE particular part of my life.

College? Sure. There are a lot of things I miss from those days, most of them spinning around the circle of friends I found and our nominal adventures.

But, I also miss some things about being a kid and playing on my aunt and uncle’s… property (because “farm,” isn’t quite right) with my friends. And racing through the halls of schools where my mother taught with other friends. And the freedom from school that summertime brought. And the (mis)adventures my friends and I got into. And traveling around the country – mostly the eastern seaboard at that point. And… and… and… so many other things.

To borrow a few lines from Rush’s Headlong Flight:

All the journeys
Of this great adventure
It didn’t always feel that way
I wouldn’t trade them
Because I made them
The best I could
And that’s enough to say

Some days were dark
I wish that I could live it all again
Some nights were bright
I wish that I could live it all again

That sums it up pretty well.